Too Bad

"Sometimes the hardest person to forgive is yourself".

There was one time that i just felt i don't like my boyfriend.. maybe because we've been together for a long time.. (just a year). I just really don't want to be with him, maybe because of the rumors that everybody tells me... that me and my boyfriend was not really compatible..


You know sometimes, even you don't want to listen to them you will examine to yourself " Is that so, me and my boyfriend we're not alike?".

So that day i split up with him, realizing that all of them were right.. we should not be together.

That day my boyfriend, really experience his torture.. he's not eating anything, nor attending his trainings for work, he don't even want to talk to anyone. He just want me to come back. Thinking only for myself, i'm ignoring him... i erased all his sms, emails, and everything.. without even realizing how much pain i brought to him